August 31, 2004

I went Orchard to watch "13 going on 30", and to shop a little today, with Lipeng.

Since we could not get seats for the 2:45 pm show, we got the 4:45 tickets instead. Meanwhile, we did some shopping at The Heeren Shops. I only bought a silver metal lanyard for my phone. Pretty nice one, at $4.90, it's not cheap, but it's still considered rather reasonable. Miraculously, I only bought this item for the whole day. Guess it's not appropriate for me to shop with lipeng since our tastes differ so much. Things i like, she doesn't, and when she does not like it, she'll criticise the thing til it isn't worth a cent.

Geez..compromising has to take place...haha..this reminds me of WeeTing. He must be aching so much, when you lie down, the pox on your back hurts like crazy. The most tiring task would be applying the calamine lotion every now and then. The terrible part is you'll have to part with a lot of food, for at least a month, or some food 3 months. Meals everyday are just simple fare, so simple sometimes you just don't feel like eating. I had plain porridge with steamed salmon everyday. Though salmon seems good, try eating it everyday? My god... Pox itching like crazy but you'll have to bear with it and try your best not to scratch. I fully understand your plight, WeeTing. I went through my chicken pox days not too long ago too. It's torturing, but on the thought that you have gone through another stage, you would feel better, at least you get it now, not like when you're 30 or 40, when it would really be hell then. I had an uncle who got his at 30+, he had high fever and took a month to recover fully. Geez...advise others who have not gotten their chicken pox yet, to either get near weeting and get it now, or go for a vacination. Trust me, the older you get, the worse the sufferings.

Back to main topic...
No thankz to the early dismissal of the other schools except for tertiary education(sadly), students roamed all around the place, meeting none of whom i knew. Guess people whom i knew just had "more life" than to go to Orchard(oops, no offence, i frequent the place too.) The whole place became a nightmare. I was pulling a "ya-ya" face the whole day i was there except when we gossiped about others or laugh at certain things or people. Bitchy... and that's absolutely normal!

"13 going on 30" is a rather entertaining movie. It is not any movie that really has great impact on you or teaches you any philosophies in life, but it's good enough if you're looking for a light-hearted movie to watch to have some laughs and just relax.

The thing that bothered me was that we were sitting in between 4 or 5 couples. Okay, that's alright, but when you hear smooching sounds from all around in the middle of the movie? My goosebumps scattered on the floor, and it's not just one couple doing this, there were like 2 or 3 couples smooching at around the same time! Hello? Can you feel our existence here? We're trying to watch the movie k? Do your things somewhere else! Don't do these in front of me, especially when i can't run away, when i'm trapped at the seat, desperately trying to watch the movie and trying not to divert my attention. I felt out of the place, mayb i should not have chosen the corner seat, where couples tend to do things, but i didn't have much of a choice. The theatre was packed with sec and jc students just released from their Teachers' Day celebrations.

Come to think of that, Orchard today was especially packed with students making a big fuss here and there. This is not the Orchard I like. The Orchard I like would be the Orchard when there was a SARS outbreak(i dun mean i like the virus!), the street was practically empty. It's so quiet that you can almost hear the wind when a person walks pass. Packed places aren't for me most of the time. I like to take routes where no one else is taking. For example, when everyone walks to the right, i would most probably automatically walk to the left.

Geez.. I'm not trying to be special, but i just feel like doing that. Of course, i do what most normal people do most of the time. I don't always be different, i don't desperately try to be different. But i just don't really like people to have the same things as me(depending on the person). When my dad or mum comes home and tells me they saw someone with similiar hairstyle, size, and clothings as me, I would have the idea of cutting my hair or jus doing something to it so as not to look so common. Geez...i'm scorpio, remember?

Til Then..........................................

August 30, 2004

Busy busy...

Ms. Kwa showed us the Happy Tree Friends clip in tutorial just now. It was gross. Normally when it is broadcasted on MTV channel, i would just conveniently switch away, with the remote control always by my side. I don't think such cartoons should be shown on tv at all times, maybe at certain times like 11pm onwards, where most of the kids would most probably be sleeping. I should keep my brother away from such stuff especially when he can tune to channel 51(MTV chinese) anytime. Geez...cant stand it.

I acted as the obnoxious person for our MMR tutorial for our tutorial question. The opposite of my character. I have to be an irritating high-profile person and intercept every conversation. To put it in simpler terms, it just means poking my nose into everything. Geez, not that it's no good, but it's not me. Guess i can't act wihtout a script. Geez...

By the way, I feel quite out of touch with the recent local tv ads, been 'hooked' on Scv channels, too immersed. These channels alone keep me entertained. Ooh, i watch local tv at times too, on saturdays and sundays where i have to go to my 2 grandparents' places for dinner. Urgh, always missing those really nice shows on scv on weekends. Then again, it's for my grandparents. I raised the topic of going fortnightly instead of weekly, but my dad replied i should not have even thought of that.Shouldn't have been that selfish..k..

It seems like nowadays i have been losing focus. I can't write properly. My sentences are fragmented and info mixed up. I can't seem to organise my thoughts. It is in a mess.Bad state. My language has been plunging, as you can see. My above paragraphs were in terrible english. Totally terrible. My Feature Writing articles nowadays are simply unreadable. I detest it when my english fails to allow me to express how i really feel. It feels absolutely terrible. Even the language i use in the MMR logbook is horrible. I should do somehting now. Get myself back on track, organise my thoughts, plan my actions, get my objectives right. Get it, do it.That's it. Recognise my target, and pounce. Grabbing all good ropes thrown to me, throwing unwanted stuff. Yepz, my life would be organise, how could i bear living in a mess, like a mess? Ok.

I really feel upset when i feel that my language has plunged. Probably it was, was one of the few subjects i am interested in since primary sch days through secondary school. I remember when i was in primary 3, Mdm. Vanatta(er, something like tt...oh no..brain's memory disk full..) always praise my compositions. I would get especially excited when results for English are announced.

The first thing i would do is to check my results, then, depending on the marks, I would compare with people like Gary, who always get higher marks than me. If i realised i lost to him, i would just shut up, but if i knew i won him, i would purposely ask him for his marks. How scheming was I back then.
In sec 4, my confidence in English was totally crushed to the basement, not only ground level, but basement. Ms. Chee either gave me passable marks or failed me in every of my compo. It seemed that my compos were all like rubbish. Suddenly i felt lost, I felt I needed some people to compete with me. But they were not out to compete with me openly. I kind of enjoy the kind of competition in class in results back then in pri and sec sch. It feels totally great to win someone whom you think is capable of good results, it proves to you that you are capable..haha..I felt really dejected then, compos became a nightmare to me. Every single time i handed my compos, i felt i handed in refuse. Nothing was worth reading. The descriptive compos were strongly unadvisable for exams, especially important exams like these, GCE "O" levels, which could pretty much affect the future. But i wrote it for "O" levels anyway. I don't know which blood vessel came off my mind. I tend to be crazy at unsuitable times, at times.

Fortunately my "O" level grade for English was pretty satisfying to me, or i would have killed myself. The english grade was certainly my life. Instead of the usual english, maths, science combination teachers always advise us to work hard on, I focused on my area of interest, English and combined Humanities(social studies and Human Geography). I really have this bad habit of only putting in effort for subjects i like and neglet subjects i don't ike. I failed my A maths all through my sec 4, somehow i got lost after sec 3 and didn't wana get back on track.

All thankz to HuiJuan, who really helped me a lot in my A maths for me to get at least a C6 in my A maths. I pestered her 1 month before our prelims to coach me in A maths and I coach her English in return. However, i did notknow how to coach her in english exactly the effective way. All i told her was read more english storybooks, newspapers, and get more exposed to english. All i could do was to give her some tips here and there. Geez..Thankz gal, i really appreciate that...Cheers!~

Ok, enough of my past...back to the future.

4 more projects to go:
MMR- surveys to be cleared
ECM-meeting to discuss and clear up most load or hopefully all
OM-pending
DMA-group for project unknown yet(not that fast)

Pending stuff to be done by this week:
*Finish up my FW(Microwave Human Hearts) article
*Clear surveys
*Search for secondary info
*Study for ECM Ca1 on fri(haven't started, urgh)

til then..............................................

August 28, 2004

usual tiring fri..


Gav fallin asleep n the rest seems sleepy too..

the Estee Lauder ad we picked for presentation...

me n jy posing for nina's cam to ease her boredom...

Pictures courtesy of Nina's hp...

The usual tiring and rather boring fri. Friday used to be such a nice day, but it doesn't seem really so nowadays. Of course, after fri, it would be the wonderful sat and sun, but before we can enjoy our weekends, we have to go through one whole day of lectures and tutorials first.

I managed to reach the lecture hall on time for ECM lecture today. Actually, i'm not considered early, just that Mr. Chan starts a little later cuz many, like me, tend to be late. I really have this bad habit of being late. It's time for a change. I shall try to be punctual. I'll try, try my best k..

Ok, at least those who strolled in made an effort to go, all for the attendance. I admit i'm not any goody student who listens attentively all the time, but at least i make an effort to. I rush in when i'm late, not stroll in like nobody's business and thinking they're so right.

Mr Chan may be too kind, so kind that evil people take too much advantage of him. One person comes and marks the attendance for the whole class? Ridiculous. Another behaviour by some people is really intolerable. They stroll in with their routine outfit, then happily walk out of the lecture hall to enjoy their whatever shit, i don't care, cant be bothered with arrogant people, then come back to the lecture hall only when the lecture is about to end. How disrespectful can they be? Didn't their parents or school teach them basic manners? Do they even know what's the word 'respect'? I doubt. I don't go against them for no reasons. My reasons are justified, with no doubt. I have others who can justify my point. So what's there to suspect when there are sustainable evidence and reliable witness?

I don't have to understand them thoroughly to be able to know their personality. It's all so obvious. Can't you see their fox tails wagging along behind them? A fox can never hide it's tail, like the leopard never changes it's spots.

Carine's attitude was probably alright, since some people wouldn't care. Cry? i seriously doubt. Oh, maybe just to get symphathy, i won't fall for that. Save that for some others. Arrogant and proud people, who don't even qualify to be proud in the first place, are so detestable, don't you just feel like going over to tell that person off and slap her? My hand's itching, but i shall not dirty my hands over such people.

Anyway, enough of talking about unworthy people. Mr. Chan was busy with some other things and didn't come for our tutorial, so each group did our ECM project discussions and most probably delegated work at the end of the tutorial. Geez, that's always the normal procedure.

After being out and/or busy on tue, wed and thurs, i decided to give myself a rest today. Met Lipeng at Dover coincidentally. Apparently, i had walked past her at the platform without noticing, and she messaged me,"you just walked past me." Geez...

Huijuan said she wana give me some posters, for free, cuz her friend kept giving her and she didn't need them. This thought of selling them to get some money came into my mind. Thought of selling some other stuff like CDs and VCDs too...i'll tink of that during the holidays...hee...

Ooh, and thankz to Nity again for her Andes chocolates. I didn't do much to help you, and i was joking about that, didn't expect you to really buy..hee...the choc was really nice. So here's a wishing, hope your sms-relationship blooms k? Sounds so corny, but the meaning is somewhere there. ;)

The happy thing is....when i opened my letterbox today with much anxiety, i was rewarded woth my long-awaited Hello Kitty earrings! After a whole week of waiting, they finally reach me. The earrings were from HongKong, and the person lives somewhere near Tsuen wan. How i wished i could go HongKong for all the fun and shopping...geez...simply cant resist shopping...such a great hobby...;)

August 27, 2004

happy shopping......

Met with Huimin after school today. We went to Bugis initially to check out the Maybelline Colours Fair at Bugis, hoping to get the goodie bag, but it was already out of stock.

On the way to parco bugis junction, there was this old lady selling tissue papers sitting at a corner, i had always wanted to buy some tissue from her but she always disappear the nex time i appear, so this time, huimin said,"eh, donate now la, or else she'll disappear again," and i bought 3 packets of tissue from her, a simple "Thank you" from her in cantonese brighten my day, it feels so good to be able to help people a little. Later in the day, as we sat down for a rest at coffee bean, an old lady, younger than the previous one, approached us with 3 packets of tissue and said," Miss, it's only $1, Thank you" in mandarin. How could i reject? And so, i ended up buying 6 packets of tissue..haha...At least a little portion of my money was spent in a good way today...

Having wanted to get a new lipstick for a long time, i looked around the mini fair and managed to get a 3D glitter lipstick, it was 5% cheaper than usual retail stores, geez, din't make much a difference.

Since we would be given a gift set if we spent $25, huimin and I combined what we bought to meet the mark. Huimin bought an eyeliner....hmmm..seems interesting...

my victories..

Lucky huimin picked a beach carrier bag from the lucky dip. We shared the 12 items in the gift set among ourselves. The gift set was rather worth it cause some items, when added together, iy actually costs more than my lipstick...geez..

After the satisfying cosmetics splurge, we went on to walk around Bugis. Went to Watsons to get my Hawaiian bag, quite cute, seems rather 'Clarice', hee...

my bag..

Pure Zone facial wash due to recommendations...
The climax of the day was when the usual sharp-eyed huimin noticed Caresee(wrong spelling, something like tt anyway..). She has job-hopped again, first it was "Ke Cai"(some face mask company), than SK II, now Intenz. i can confirm she's not studying anymore, why? (Cant be bothered to care, juz being nosy anyway) She don't recognise us at all. She even looked as if she attempted to promote us her products. Geez..But i was thinking, we made such a big hoo-ha of our conflict with her, surely she remembers how we treated her, or she lost her memory? Whatever....Maybe she just chooses to forget.

Huimin wanted to buy a sundress, so off we went to Bugis street to scavenge for cheap but worthy stuff. We always manage to find something nice, cheap, and most of all doesn't-look-cheap kind of stuff. Love the feeling of shopping, when you bring the things home and lay them all out, going through the items one by one, you realise many items you bought aren't necessary, but you bought it anyway, and most importantly, you feel happy, although your wallet is bleeding.

Another highlight of the day was the skit for our OM tutorial. My classmates are just so good in acting out skits..haha...
For my group, ya, my group, i was the manager, who is to scold everyone and blame everyone else except myself. I have to admit it was rather fun scolding people, I tink i would be such a terrible boss in the future, considering i would be one hopefully. I might not be acting afterall, it seemed after the thingy that i felt it might be what i feel. Of course, you pple know it's not you. Hmmm. Nina's right, what's come has come, it's useless to avoid. So, I'm waiting for your performance Nina...mayb performance isn't a right word, somewhere there...geez..

Face up to reality, wake up. Stop living in Dreamland.

August 26, 2004

Handed in...

Handed in my DMA movie trailer personally to Mr. Loh. As i passed the CD-R which consists of my movie clip, to him, i felt a little sense of acheivement, not that my trailer was great, it was ok, but not that it will make anyone go "wow". But i'm happy enough. One more project down.

The OM groups will be released tomorrow...
Which group will i be in? Perharps I should just let heaven decide, since we don't have the choice...nvm...i should be ok with anyone...er...almost everyone...

Whatever, my mind's not working now, it's already on standby mode..preparing to shut down...Nitez!~ ;)

August 25, 2004

Completed my DMA, moving on...

Next up, ECM, DMA, OM,and still MMR, anymore?

At least most of the projects are on track, as in things are done on time and probs have not yet cropped up. Yes, not yet...

The 'headlines' today.....
Nooooooooo.......!!!!!!!!The secret was scary....it certainly sent a chill down my spine. A sudden rush of cold wind swept through in the scorching sun. It's too unbelievable to be believed...I thought i heard wrongly, but i was proven right. Is it a good or bad thing? I really dont know, but the thought scares me..There're just so many posibilities..it could be fake, could be for real...I don't know...but my bitchy side creeps up, wanting to know more even if it really isn't appropriate..whatever...My curiosity is killing me...

I cant let it get to my mind, "Delete"...it cant work...oh no..."Force Quit"..That's it...close the whole file...

Next file up, "Today's DMA".

It was my turn to borrow the PowerBook today. I know i shouldn't complain about it, since Nina, Clarice, and Desmond's were much heavier, but it's really darn heavy! And the responsibility of taking great care of something that's not yours is greater than taking care of your own precious things. Why, cuz it's not mine, anything happens and I'm held responsible! Geez, certainly don't want that kind of trouble, do I? No...

Thankz to the Mac PowerBook, i completed my DMA editing. My clip was rather satisfying, considering the fact that i spent 8hrs(1:30pm to 9:30pm). Thankz Winz, for letting poor me and Nity to her house for guidance on our editing..hee..appreciate that..a box of Meiji choc? Haha..I managed to put my thoughts into the trailer, the way i wanted it, although not exactly, it's enough...Hoping it gets me a decent mark...geez...

Once I've burned the movie clip tomorrow, it's done!

Geez....k...sleepy already, watch my "Cowherd and Weaver" at 1:20am and off i go to bed...Nitez!~ ;)

August 24, 2004

Phew, what a relief...

Phew.........................

I felt the load on my shoulders has lighten so much, although there's still a stack of projects waiting for us to complete...

For the highly participated and anticipated MMR project which we have been so distressed over, our group got a pretty good grade, although this project is not done yet. I almost couldn't believe my ears. Nity asked,"what?" and Clarice coughed or choked. We were overflowing with joy then. Our efforts were recognised afterall. It might not be the best questionnaire, but it earned us recognition for our efforts from Ms. Kwa. She does understand our feelings exactly. She said she knows the rest of the cohort have been very direct in criticising our questionnaire, but we admit this is the harsh reality of life. In the future, your clients wouldn't tactfully tell you off, they would criticise directly til it isn't even worth a cent, how true...

We had spent, like jiayong said, countless days cracking our heads over the questionnaire. Tuesdays became our regular MMR project days, we stayed back to crack our brains despite being so exhausted. What's exaggerating is we even spent our National Day and it's eve finalising and preparing for our presentation. It was the day for Singapore to rest and relax, the day to just slum at home and watch your National Day parade. I always spend my National Day this way, having dinner and watching the parade, admiring the fireworks always. But this year, we didn't manage to catch the whole of the parade, i even missed the repeat..argh!~

We went through every single question, even to the extent of spending 30 mins on a question. Our brains came to a halt every few hours or so, that's when we have to call a day for our meeting cuz our brains just stopped generating anymore constructive ideas.

Thankz to everyone's effort and Clarice and Nina's fabulous presenting skills!

Thankz people!

It has to be the project that I'm the most participative in the sense of our frequency of our meetings and effort put in. The group where i feel so comfortable in, not that i don't enjoy the other groups, dun misinterpret k...

However, this project isn't the end yet, the part where I have been deceiving myself has come. The survey part. The worst thing is, our class had to had the worse luck to ever get the 25-29 range. We would have to ask strangers to do our survey, total strangers. And there's no cheating allowed, cuz these info would be used in practical and affect our results for our finale report.

Haiz, as i'm typing away, i feel suffocated again, so much that i had to take a really deep breathe. Well...

Cant do anything for my DMA now as i got to wait for my turn for the powerbook tomorrow. I would have to rush all day, and maybe all night to complete my stuff, wed is the deadline. *fainting*

Gotta wait til fri to discuss ECM before we delegate work.

Scarily waiting for our project groupings for OM to be released on this thurs...plz, spare me the excess....

All in all, everday's just a rush...I wana have fun!!(oops, sounds like nina's blog, geez, u din apply for copyright right? Haha..)

Tata!~ ;)

August 22, 2004

My FW writing assignment...

Last night, i finally forced myself to complete the FW Tutorial 6, she said before monday right? It seems like 800 words isn't enough, could have written more. Maybe it's just because i'm too long winded. I emphasise on every part. Geez..hmm, i supposed this article would be suitable for something like Seventeen or CLEO...

But my advice is very general, it's like things which every normal person would know, ooh, but this article is for "first dates". How ironic, asking me to write one, providing expertise advise when i myself hasn't gone through a real proper one. Geez..Anyway, it's just for viewing pleasure, so dont take what i mentioned that seriuosly, and those experts' qoutes were from me too..haha...expert..geez..

Here goes...
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How to impress and/or attract the attention of him on your first date

Scavenging through your wardrobe for an appropriate outfit for your first date with this new guy? Tired of those miserable clothes? Worried of how he would think of you?

Fear not. Here’s some advice from the experts.

You pull open your wardrobe and just cannot find any suitable clothes. All the clothes in there just do not seem right! That’s it, go on a shopping spree and indulge yourself in the enjoyment of shopping and get yourself all nice and proper for the date!

Not only will you feel refreshed, the confidence in you would automatically disperse and you will bloom like the prettiest rose, and he will be so proud to be having you around him. Who knows you might even be talent scouted?

How you smell is certainly important. You would not want to smell like a fish nor smell as though you just came out of the zoo. What’s more, body odour! That is certainly a “No-no”, especially on a first date. What a turn-off!

Not to worry if you have body odour, a deodorant will definitely do the trick. Spray those spray-can deodorants all around your body, especially the specific areas like your armpit. Remember to buy a good deodorant, one that would cover up all undesirable smells and would last for the whole day. Imagine smelling like a rose in the day and turning into a fish in the night. What?
“Laser treatment to remove pubic hair and body odour is highly recommended. You pay for once to get rid of your troubles for a lifetime! How expensive could it get?” Ms. Ang Hwee Ling, a beauty consultant from Marie France Bodyline expressed.
After smelling as sweet as a candy, it’s time to doll yourself up!

Let’s start with your make-up.
Ms. Fanny Ang, senior beauty consultant for Biotherm advised young girls to use summer colour tones like apple green, candy floss pink, and soft fluffy yellow for their eyeshades. However, if you are within the late 20s range, you might want to look a bit more matured.
“Apple green can also be used here, light blue is a must-have, and dark brown will make you look so seductive the guy might faint!” Fanny said.

“What’s most important of your make-up is to make sure your face look pimple-free. Right, I emphasised on the word ‘look’. You might have pimples popping all around and you can’t get them off in time. What do you do? Hide them. Use concealers or facial corrective pens, they will cover up the pimples and stuff so perfectly that it would make your skin look flawless.” She added.

Moving on to your clothes, what more do we have to say? Wear the right clothes for the right occasion; ask him for a detailed dress code if you wish for him to keep the schedule of the date a surprise. You do not want to wear your bikini and shorts to a high class restaurant, do you?

Simplicity is a virtue, do not dress up like a Christmas tree. Make your dress code simple and elegant yet enough to make him drool.
If you were to go to the beach, wear a sundress. Mesmerise everyone with what your assets. Remember to bring extra clothes and wear your nicest bikini or swimsuit underneath the sundress. This way, what you just have to do is take off your sundress and enjoy the soothing waters. When you have had enough of the water, simply wait for your swimsuit to dry and wear your sundress over again to save the hassle.

If your date is bringing you to a posh restaurant, preferably wear a gown. If you are afraid you might splash stuff on yourself or not dress in the suitable colour to match your date’s outfit, choose the multi-purpose black. Black is such a versatile colour that you would never go wrong.

When your appearance is near perfection, etiquette is the next important thing you would want to take note. Appearance is not everything, when he gets to know you, how you behave is extremely important. No guys would want their ladies to get whiny and act like some country bumpkin in the city or make a big fuss out of a molehill.

Social etiquette expert Mrs Winnie Fong, 41, advised that if ladies feel they need some tips on how they should behave, they should take up some etiquette classes which are available almost everywhere, in clubs, societies, and community centres. Not having time is absolutely not an excuse to be excused.

“If time doesn’t allow a full-length etiquette course, you can also take up our express etiquette class. Worst comes to worst, you can try reading up a book on this area, it should also help you to a certain extent.” Mrs Fong added.

Last of all, plan your time accurately, and give yourself amble time. It is best to give yourself time to relax after you have done all the preparations or leave some time in case something crops up. You would not want to appear like a crazy woman frantically rushing to a first date.

With all these factors taken care off, remember to smile and act according to circumstances. Good luck!

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That's all folks for now! *anxiously waiting for my Kitty earrings to reach...WoOhOo!~*

Kitty

August 21, 2004

Yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away...

Haiz, the great setback yesterday. I foolishly thought our survey was picked as the main template for the draft because ours were good. It was pure wish-thinking on my part.

What do you mean when you said," This questionnaire is full of mistakes, feel free to pin point the mistakes, you will get participating marks." What the hell. Asking us to pin-point 75% of our survey to get ourselves participation marks? In the first place, everyone just isnt criticising just because of the participating marks, they were criticising because it was not their survey. Now that they know ours is a problematic survey, ain't they happy theirs ain't picked?

This is so cruel, leaving our group to get hurt there. Just like a roasted duck, all you can do is sit there and wait to be eaten. It's so unbearable, so sad, so reluctant. But what else can you do? You cant run away, you have been caught, been cooked, people just cant wait to devour you.

Heart-broken, our efforts were considered shit, total rubbish, something that is not to be followed, something that people laugh at, something that is not worth a cent.

How are we to convince ourselves to put effort in this project again? When all we get are just shit. Shit from the dump, rubbish from the rubbish chute.

Fortunately, our grp is together. We shall take this together, face the sharks, face the storm, face those stupid blind ships wanting to crash into us. Let's give a toast to ourselves for our effort. As long as we put in our best, it is our best. Others' comments are just passing irritating small waves, not enough to push us down. We will be like the strong lighthouses, lighting up without fail. ChEeRs peeps!~ Tomorrow will be a better day, no matter how many waves we have to endure...

August 20, 2004

long day...

It has been raining all afternoon. What a nice day to sleep and just relax yourself..But we gotta spend one whole day, the usual fri, from 9 to 5, like working, geez...

Saw Mango using Samsung E600C, that's the phone i've been wanting to buy recently. She said it was "ok", so how ok is ok? this was one of the comments i saw from a website..from the computer times..
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Features: The compact E600C boasts a sleek design. Samsung makes one of the best displays for mobile phones and this model is no exception. The 65,000-colour screen is rich and provides great imaging to complement the in-built VGA camera. The only quibble is its relatively small main screen, which might be a slight hindrance to those with poor eyesight.

Functions: The gimmicky functions will definitely appeal to the younger crowd. For example, you can personalise a mugshot to a particular number in your phonebook. So when the person calls you, the 'photo ID' will pop up. Also, the colours of the service light and wallpaper on the external display can be personalised.

The 64-chord polyphonic ringtone, an upgrade over the 40-chord ringtone, produces more realistic sounds for the preset melodies.


Camera: The VGA camera is the biggest draw of this phone. Modelled after the E700A, it allows you to take pictures in several modes: Take up to 15 continuous speed shots, night shots and matrix shots composed of four or nine photos.

You can even take self-portraits with the clamshell closed. Simply press and hold the one touch camera button at the side of the phone and you can preview your image on the external mini screen.

The usual frames and filters are available. Extras to note include the em-bossing and sketching filters reminiscent of Adobe Photoshop. Motion JPEG videos can be captured, but they do not include sound.

Usability: The layout of this triband phone is in-tuitive, only requiring occasional reference to the instruction manual for the more advanced functions.

However, compatibility issues continue to plague this Samsung model. Its infrared port can only be synchronised with com-puters, making any transfer of wallpapers and ringtones impossible with other phone brands.

Similarly, the MMS (multimedia messaging service) voice recording I sent to my e-mail address could not be read by Windows Media Player or RealOne Player because it is en-coded in the AMR (Adaptive Multi-rate Codec) format. A plus point: The set-up of the MMS function was a breeze even for an MMS newbie like me.

Reviewer's comments: Not a top-of-the-range phone boasting breakthrough innovations, but certainly value for money.


here's a pic of the phone i have been talking about...
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Hmm..it's rather out of my budget if i buy one without line. but my plan is still new, my dad's plan is barely 2 yrs, barely 12 months since his last renewal for his colleague, so heart-pain when he let his colleague upgrade his plan in exchange for a rather new second-hand phone, sounds ironic huh? Anyway, this Samsung E600C is $598 w/o line, if i also consider my dad's plan reaching 12 months, which means the phone should be cheaper by around $100, so that's $498. my dad will only at most subsidise $300, and so that means i will have to come up with the remaining $198 myself. Oh, i've got no money, well, mayb i could "loan" from my dad first, deduct from my allowance...tt's it.

But, the crucial part is, is the phone really worth it? hmm,guess it's somewhere between extensive and limited problem solving for me(hey, dun roll ur eyes, i'm merely making use of wat we learnt k..geez)Still gotta think, anyway i still got plenty of time to think, at least one more month before my dad's plan is 12 mth old...

My DMA editing is still left hanging, i juz cant open the files i saved from school at home. Headache...since i am borrowing the powerbook home on tuesday, i would have to rush throughout the night to complete everthing before i can hand it in on wed..all the best to myself..ChEeRs!~

my FW article...

I rushed my FW article from 12am to 230am last night(18 aug), only to find out what rubbish i wrote in a sleepy state..urgh...

This morning(19 aug) when i read my article, i almost fainted. What did i exactly write den? The whole article was so disorganised, chunks of paragraph did not link, even i myself dont know what i wrote, not to mention Ms. Hui..

so here's my edited but still undesirable article on my first graduation from primary school..some parts are made up cuz i cant really remember and some parts are real...ah ma, mum , and sis shld remember rite?(p.s:dun rem i kill u all k....geez..)

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Growing up

“Bye” was the last word I wanted to say then.

We had been such great friends, great buddies, best companions, loveliest classmates, and even moral supports to each other.

“What am I to do without them?” was what kept hovering in my mind. We had been classmates for six years and we went through so much. We gave each other support and were so dependent on each other.

I cried under my blanket the night before we got our PSLE (Primary School Leaving Examination) results. I knew that this time, we were to go separate ways for sure. I cannot rely on them forever. I have to stand up and live my life. Reluctantly, I wiped my tears, only to let them out of control again as I thought of my future. I wept and reminisce about the happy and bad times we went through. It was all over.

We fought, we played, we danced, we sang. We even named ourselves “The Nine Sisters” in Mandarin.

All of us resisted facing up to this day where we would have to separate, but time does not stop for anyone.

The day finally came. All of us came in our Tanglin Primary School uniforms for the last time. We were all smiles, all anxious and excited about our results.

“HsuehChing, I’m really scared, what if I fail?” Cheryl whispered as though butterflies were flying all around frantically in her stomach. I reassured her that her results would be fine and that she would be able to promote to the Express stream with every one of us. As I assured her, my heart started thumping so hard I felt as though I was suffocating.

I was nervous.

At that moment, I could practically see my heart thumping through my navy blue pinafore.

I looked around. Everyone was grasping their hands, praying fervently for their ideal results. I was no exception. I smiled all the while, not wanting to show any signs of nervousness, but the anxiety almost killed me.

“Ng Hsueh Ching, come and get your results,” it was my turn. I dragged my feet across the classroom to the teacher’s table directly opposite where I always sit in class.

Slowly, I flipped open the result slip and took a peek. As I scanned through my result slip, a sense of achievement plus sadness swept through me.

A sense of achievement filled me because I finally completed my first phase of core education, and sadness because I did not do as well as I expected to. Not that I studied exceptionally hard, but we all aimed to enter Crescent Girl’s School together, all of us even put Crescent Girls as our first choice for our secondary school.

I got a 216 for my total aggregate. This mark did not offer me a place in Crescent Girl’s School. I was rather disappointed, but the fact that only two of them were able to get into Crescents’, cheered me up a little, not that I was being sarcastic, just that the majority of us still had a chance to get into another school together.

Perhaps it was due to my fever on the last two days of my paper. Apparently, I tried drinking Chicken Essence on the second day of my PSLE, hoping to build up my health, only to make myself suffer from a high fever.

After all of us got our results, we began getting emotional. We hugged each other. Upon getting rather decent results, we decided to have a mini celebration where we walked to the Tanglin Halt market for our lunch and some deserts.

Time passed so quickly, after our mini gathering, we bid each other goodbye and promised to organize a gathering soon.

In the end, all of us went different ways. Some went to Queenstown Secondary, some River Valley High, and some New Town Secondary and so on. I was posted to Queenstown Secondary initially, but my father insisted on appealing for a school nearer to our Jurong home.

I strongly resisted, a few of my best friends were there. Moreover, I was in the same class as most of them. But I did not have a choice; my father’s decision was final.

We surely organized our gatherings very soon. Now, we make it an annual event. Every November or December holidays, we would meet up for a barbeque party. This is the time where all of us would talk about what we did and liked in primary school and laughed at our foolishness then.

1998 was the memorable year that I graduated from primary school and learnt how to face the harsh reality of life for the first time. I learnt how to stand on my own and not just hang on to the past.

Our friendship remained strong over the years. Till now, we have been friends for 12 years and we are still in close contact. I would consider this amazing as many of my secondary and polytechnic classmates actually do not even keep in contact with their primary school classmates anymore, not to mention a gathering.

Those in JC are taking their “A” levels at the end of the year which means they will finally be free from all their tests, exams, and stress after that. During our past gatherings, we always had to make our gatherings short because the people studying in JC just had so little time to spare. We always had barbeques, at different places though. Everyone would rush for the last train home. This time, we hope that every one would be really relaxed and just enjoy ourselves thoroughly without worrying about the time.

My first graduation made me realize that I cannot depend on my comfort blanket all the time, things and people around me will change. I would have to walk out on my bare foot with my own strength to discover the world. No one is obliged to pull me through. It is my determination that I have to depend on to go on in life.

I no longer feel that excruciating pain of separating when I move on to the next phases of my life. I gradually understand that the world still revolves even if you stop there.

When I left my secondary school, I faced another dilemma. Most of my friends had decided to proceed to Junior Colleges (JC). I had the same thought, I wanted to just go with the flow and complete my studies as I had thought of since young, the direct way to University and then to work, but I wanted to enjoy what I would be studying too.
I decided to withdraw from JJC (Jurong Junior College) and appeal for a place in Singapore Polytechnic in Media and Communications; mainly because of the strong recommendation my cousin gave. Luckily, I got a place.

I realized the best friends whom one can ever make are in the primary school days, where everyone is so pure and innocent. You know each other from young and understand their characters so well you can even predict what they want even before they voice it.

Cherish your loved ones around you. Your family and good friends are the ones who care about you and give you advice for the best of your interest.
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See what i mean? There's no focus. all i can hope now is to get sympathy marks..geez..

Anyway, i gotta try to get my DMA thing from the DMS lab, but it's so troublesome, why cant they just install some device for DMC students to get in easier? With the tracking device, it would be hard to even be up to any mischief. Since they already spent so much on the studio, why not just spend a bit more money to make it more convenient for students to do their work and still ensuring the safety of the DMS? I'm sure there are ways, it all depends whether the school wants to do it or not. Well well, i shld juz think of a way myself and not blame everything except myself...

And I'm still thinking of the best alternative for my trailer. Should I do a voice-over or simply place some words on a black screen to link my story up?..hmm..

Geez...nvm...nitez...

August 18, 2004

wat a day...

I'm in the Biz Library now, withering away, haha, ok, not so sad. I din go to LSC, cuz i had to study for CB test again, haiz, so pitiful, this time i gotta study cuz at least i'll pass it n get my 10/20. Studied enough, shld be enough, came to school, thinking i could continue my editing. WHAT? Mr. Loh on MC?!??!? argh, wanted to faint, then again, no one was around, cant faint, or no one will save me..haha..

Rushed back to sch at 530 when cheryl suddenly called me to tell me there was eVonne Hsu's mini concert at 6! ok, so i took a cab, spent me $8.70(my wallet's aching now), but i juz felt like taking a cab then, wanted to pamper myself a little for being so busy, with sch work, yepz..always wanted to take a look for myself eVonne in real person, and i really got to c her up-close.. thankz to cher, thankz for ur bravery to approach a stranger for the tix..all the best mum..took some rather up-close pics, almost shook hands wif her, but her tt idiotic manger(ok, i noe he's juz doing his job) blocked me..geez..

Yesterday i went to Bugis wif huimin, bought my messenger bag, finally, after much thought, i knew my mum would grumble," Buy bag again!", haha, but i went ahead to buy it..at $22..quite ok...den bought a new pencil case too, since my old one was beyond repair...saw a v nice one at $5, but felt it wasnt worth it spending $5 on juz a pencil case, so i continued hunting for another one. Yepz, i found another one...at oni $2.90, i even bargained wif the stall holder, so i got it for $2.50..haha..felt so auntie..

ok, after this miserable test today, i still gotta rush home to do my FW assignments..die..haven even started a teeny weeny bit, actually i'm not even sure abt wai need to do..well...i'll juz found out...

Tata..!~



August 16, 2004

in mmr tutorial...

Here i m...in mmr tutorial...entering this entry...

Geez, haven updated for a little while cuz my com kept hanging on me, dunno wat's wrong wif it, it just keeps hanging whenever i go to the net, any kind soul plz tell me y...i'm fainting...

Been rather busy cuz i was desperately updating all my things, the mmr meeting minutes, the compilation of the ECM project though it will not be due that fast, and updating my life...geez...

For the mmr meeting minutes, my minutes oni stopped at the 3rd meeting when we already had 10 meetings in all now.And i actually found that my short-term memory brains had already deleted some part of my memory on the meetings, so some days i forgot wat we actually did...

for the ECM proj, i finally compiled our comparisons of the 4 websites, n i delegated the work that was supposed to be done by vivien, guess she's not coming anyway, so we gotta do her part, whih means we oni have 3 members in my grp...wat the hell...not fair..ok, this world isnt fair in the 1st place...wat can i say?...

well, and i finally found the effort to re-paint my nails. i haven been re-painting my nails for 3 weeks...woah, highest record since i started my craze over painting my nails. now it's a glittery purple, thanks to my mum's Maybelline nail polish, and she bot it for $6.90 oni...maybelline u noe...

i feel that at least i spent this weekend fruitfully doing so many things...

Tata..!~

August 11, 2004


my mmr groupie gals...

finally...

so she realised she's the Wonderland...din reply her at first, had to organise my thoughts first, plus tt wasnt the right time...all tensed up for mmr presentation the nex day...thou the rest were the busy ones...

but when i finally decided to reply her msn msg, she went offline...wat can i say...

so, yest, i finally found time n compelled myself to write the letter in the form of email...since yest i was in a pretty gd mood since my mmr grp had so much fun to pull ourselves up after the dissapointment from the presentation...i felt i did not ans the question well enough...i was really at a lost when Ms Kwa ask me the question, cuz the questions she ask was like :"why u did not add this in, y dun u put a range instead...etc" those were our initials considerations...but how could i say we changed for our own convenience n for easy tabulation...had to make some reasons up...but it was so difficult defending ourselves when we knew her point of view was absolutely correct...we admit it was really rush, we added many things at the last min, n those qns she picked out was from our last-minute qns..geez...

ok, back to main topic...i sent the email consisiting of my letter to her...wrote wat i tot...n was pretty courteous, even apologised for being a little too much here...probably cuz i was in a rather gd mood last night...cuz of the comfort food, cuz of the fun we had cuz all of us went bonkers...geez...

dun even noe whether she read my letter yet...but i feel so free now..i can go anywhere i wish w/o having to report to anyone...freedom... i can smell the fresh air...dream of 5566...(eh,dun roll ur eyes or go "aiyo")....i had this dream several nights before....i was playin n taking so many photos wif renfu...felt so happy, blissful, fun...n totally no worries in my dream...all i did was enjoy life wif him...my...how nice....somemore the place was set like in some 6 star holiday resort...argh! dun feel like wakin up den....but it's afterall a dream oni....gotta wake up to reality...but it was really such a nice dream...haha...




did my video editing today at the DMS..ahhhh...i really dun like mac computers...no right click! so inconvenient for us who r soooo used to windows...ok, mayb i'm juz not easily adaptable... tink i'm gonna juz do a simple trailer for the "Coffee on Cream"...seen the movie soooo many times...initially i stil felt it was ok, some parts were quite funny...but now after watching sooo many times as i edit it, getting sick of it...c-ing the movie soo turns me off...still a bit blur here n there...but basically alright...gotta get the adobe premiere 6.5 cd-rom soon...prefer to do at home, more cosy n more used to my lovely com...geez...

gotta go JP wif hj later..she wana buy clothes...idiot ah...go out wif me oso nv specially buy nice clothes before...slap u ah...but, okay la...u r forgiven...since...............haha..........i shall zip my lips.............@_@...


photo taken today(10 aug 2004)...My MMR proj group...our grp rocks!! we juz go crazy n relieved ourselves today n had so much fun taking both decent n crazy photos after our presentation...Apparently, we all felt down after our presentation...i felt tt i didnt give my all...we all felt so down...we were like nv so down after a presentation before...so we decided to give ourselves a comfort treat by indulging in good food n having fun...we went to the Coffee Beans at West mall...pple arnd us might think we r some shatec students going on an grp outing for the first time cuz we were all dressed in black n white n taking photos like nobody's business..haha...we sure ignored others' existence...geez...i wore my court shoes today again...the frnt part of my feets were aching like crazy after standing n walking for some time...den my grp mates were wearing such nice shoes..den i tot of ways to improvise my shoes, since mine was so plain...so i bot tis silver ribbon from gift land at jp...planning to attach it to my shoes...still under planning process...muz do something...looks awfully plain...n muz find time to repair my other shoes..geez...wat the heck...my shoes get spoiled so easily...*yawn* sleepy already...darn, haven even done my LSC tutorial yet..*slap myself*...nitez....til den...byez....;)

August 09, 2004

the fireworks n concert tonite..



woah...saw the fireworks tonite (8/8/2004) at the Singapore fireworks festival at marina..today's arrangement was by firework experts from hong kong...

thereafter, of course, my main purpose tt i went...came 5566..who came out last as finale...the rest like Kone, R&B, cyndi wang, toro, yan xing shu, and new grp named 'tai chi', performed 1st...it was really gd tonite as not many pple actually bot the ugly tee shirt to be worned to be able to go to the v frnt reserved places...i crazily bot n there i was...rather frnt...having great views...oni a irritating man desparately trying to take wonderful pix of the artistes for his gf kept blocking me n i pointed my pinky behind his back..i was like going to scold him off...den again..he had the right to do so, it was a public place...when i actually knocked him, accidently!, i felt as thou i had took my little revenge..haha..

before the concert started, i even wrote my log book n asked huijuan to pilot test our survey...she pointed out some minor mistakes which we overlooked..hmm..shld point them out tml...

the concert started at 930...was delayed from 9 due to some trouble at the back of the audience...it ended at 1210 after the countdown n a song.."Ying wei ai"(translation: "because of love") i even filmed the finale song, some photos turned out rather well...many did not..anyway...the most impt thing is i saw them performing so close wif such gd view n i'm gonna c them tml again! thankz to lucky huijuan who won the tix...waiting for tml..haha...

August 07, 2004

My Tamagotchi...

finally revived my tamagotchi..thankz to clarice..haha..we're relieving our childhood now...bringing me back to the pri sch days...still rem this tama was bought by weiming from 6C when he picked up a wallet contaning like US$100, he changed it at a money changer n got like..arnd $250?..cant exactly rem...huimin n i overheard his offer to buy something for everyone there...so we accepted the offer n entered an agreement...ok, dun roll ur eyes..juz practising LSC...geez...since he only offered to treat us to something for oni $5 n the fair at jurong point sold the tamagotchis for only $5, we decided to get the tama...haha...most surprisingly, i still works!!..something for $5 onli...something tt is already 6 over yrs old...woah..bandai toys sure r lasting...thou the screen isnt as clear as before...

geez...after i saw the ad on the ginvera green tea olive oil Ms Fenton showed us, i decided to look for it...bot it juz now at NTUC, for oni $3.95...it claims to be able to control frizzes of the hair n keep it healthy...yepz, i noe not all ads can be trusted..but i've heard a lot of comments in mags n webs,pple have been praising olive oil...so i decided to try it..no harm anyway... haven tried yet..gonna try later when my hair drys...geez...certainly hope it would be useful...

tml gonna go Win's house to do some final touches to our proj other than the few hrs we have on tue...thereafter, i gotta meet huijuan at Raffles place mrt...then we'll go to the s'pore fireworks festival ground somewhere beside the Esplanade, where 5566 n some others r gonna perform...sometimes i feel foolish...afterall, i'm not tt young anymore...getting out of teenage life pretty soon, oni 2 yrs of teengae life left...so i tink its still alright..i shall juz be foolish for a while more...the feeling would fade off someday...one day....geez...

den mon i would be one of those crazy but rational ones at 5566's mini concert or party, watever, at Chinablack...hope i would be somewhere in the frnt or middle...cuz heard there would be like arnd 2000 pple..darn...anyway, i'm juz gonna enjoy myself...cuz Ms. WOnderland is in wonderland...haha...

oops..my tamagotchi fell asleep...gotta off the lights for it...(dun laugh, i'm juz relieving my childhood k...) haha...

tt wonderland....

drag IT away!..i dun wana c IT...IT's too frustrating...too suffocating..too much for me to handle...IT is the most difficult 'creature' i had dealed wif...i could tolerate even the worst pple in my pri n sec sch days...all i had to do was juz get away from them...they wouldnt stick to me...when obviously my cold shoulder is sooo made-for-u-to c!....some kind soul plz juz take a diamond-made razor sharp blade n cut or chop or do watever, juz take IT away...i dun have superglue on me k...i dun wana stick wif U!!!!wif anyone except u...get it? u probably wun...i dun even tink u r on the same frequency as us...i'm sick n tired of it...anyone will noe why when u've work wif IT urself...

i'm not anyone great...not even the best person on earth..i'm selfish, crazy, and have temperaments too...when i dun like it...i juz dun...plz dun make me like it...i dun like to noe whether i'm rite or wrong in disliking it..i juz hate it..i hate u!..take me as irrational...i dun care anymore..y shld i be tt considerate n consider IT's feelings when IT doesnt even bother...who cares?!?!

i seriously dun noe how i passed my yr 1 wif IT...i muz be crazy, muz be out-of-my mind, muz be irrational, muz be totally idiot...muz be...how could i tolerate all these...damn...

plz...get away from me...who needs ur support? i totally agree wif u, carine...i asked u to cool down...but when i myself talk abt IT...i cant cool down either...in fact, the urge to tell IT off is so great..it's overwhelming...i'm bursting...the stagnant volcano is erupting...i'm so in a bad mood whenever i c IT...i dun wana be mean...dun wana be branded heartless...dun wana hurt anyone...but do i have a choice?..i rather not tink...IT is wasting my time...i'm gonna focus on my own things..DUN BOTHER ME!!!!--->u pple noe who i'm refering to...tts enough...tt cant-be-named-person..."Hello"...wat the hell...spare me tt...i have had ENOUGH!!! i dun wana understand u...dun tell me abt urself..i dun wana hear..isnt it obvious? i'm already doing it so clearly, y cant u juz realise? r u stupid or plain dumb? urgh...i'm getting mean here...but u forced me to...i dun wana smile to u...my smile is only for pple who r worth it...u r definitely not! i repeat...anyone in the world whom i tink is worth it deserves any smile...u dun!

when u really work wif wonderland would u noe...it's like a ride thru the scariest ghost trains...the monster keep haunting u wif IT's green slimy stiff..not giving u a moment of peace..when u try to escape..it juz finds u..tortures u..strangles u...IT grips ur neck so tightly, u cant breathe...u swoosh ur sword, determine to kill IT. juz when u tot it was dead...IT climbs up again...giving chase wif all ITs might..."not letting u go..." AaaaaahhhhhhhhHHHHH!!!!!!

i'm not really an extreme person...but IT juz irks me..ITs attitude, ITs behaviour, ITs i-wun-do-anything-extra n not-my-business behaviour...come on...u r in reality...not in wonderland ok? i dun need u...i wan u out of my life...get lost! evil colour...u make me hate it...the evil colour haunts me every now n den...i shall try not to be associated wif tt evil colour...sorry to anyone who like tt colour too...this doesnt apply to u...it ONLY applies to IT...

OK! enough of IT....it juz makes my blood boil...n it doesnt evaporate...at least not in the recent yrs..i dun forgive n forget so easily...especially when it's affecting me so much...i juz wan u to get out of my social circle...it's such a simple request..juz one..i nv expected anything of u...i used to..not anymore...not now, neither in the future...

forget it...i shldnt request anything from u...i rememeber...xueqing...calm down..afterall, u r the one suffering if u get so affected..not IT..dun even tink IT bothers...cuz "it is not my business wat".....hell...the vulgar language is so near me now...

watever...juz *toot* off!

enough of tt wonderland...coming into reality...

ms kwa asked us to define happiness in our own context...i wrote.....

"Happiness can mean a lot to me. i can be happy over many things, even the simplest things in life. Happiness is...living happily wif my family, getting along real well with my frens(n i only refer to those i treasure...like u great peeps..u now who u all r...except IT), feeling really fortunate, having lots and lots of money-unlimited( ok, i muz be dreaming...), having a healthy constitution, and things go my way as i want it!"

yea...how nice thoughts can be...if only it can all be realised together in reality...ok, i may be in dreamland sometimes, but i noe when to get out...not like wonderland who has already migrated there, or who noes?, even born there? hahahahaha....i'm mean, i'm mean....heehee...

Hartaz, wat sonic...in the watever-land...its so crappy...i could juz burst out laughing then...but IT didnt notice..geez...sonic...quick reaction ger...haha...

Winz, ur nick is so so so appropriate...Ms Wonderland, VEG, and the RAT can juz form a group named W.V.R and live happily ever after in Wonderland...haha..

dreaming can be fun, good, interesting, watever....but plz do noe when to get out of dreamland n face reality...it's the reality n society we have to live in...in here..there's only us..in the working world out there..u cant survive...the world is cold out there..u have to find ur own comfort blanket, not juz wait for it to drop from the sky n tink tts wat shld juz happen...ok, mayb the RAT is found not guilty of any charges in my court n is released on the spot...since our taste in things crash..u r awarded US$100...disclaimer:tis is not an offer or intention to treat, juz a mindless verdict in a mindless crazy court..haha..

well well...i shld juz carry on wif my all so exciting, crazy, fun, enjoyable life, and get rid of pests...i'm not refering to u nina, u r definitely not a pests..even a gem in the class..u all r...except IT...rubies, diamonds...awww....;)

August 05, 2004

today...


these photos are hot from the oven!!juz taken today(4th aug)...tis is the latest compression of everyone in the class...ChEeRs!!~~ hmmm...spent a little time on this...so tt every photo can be seen at one shot...it is so convenient...clever me..haha...pat myself on my back...clever ger...jk...but we din take a proper class pic as in everyone together!!..this is like photoshop...piecing all the pieces up into one big jigsaw puzzle..haha...k...enjoy!