Another day just passed by...

This morning when i woke up and looked a the alarm clock, it showed '7:55am'. Urgh..i'm going to be so late for our meeting for DMA at 8am. Right, 5 minutes? Not possible. I realised last night i fell asleep sitting on my chair while my computer was still on. My handphone failed to wake me up at 7:15am, cuz in the first place i didnt set the alarm. So sorry to those who had tried to contact me and couldnt, and to those who were trying to get a response from me from messenger and found that I disappeared. ;)

In the end, i reached the place at 10, only to know Ms. Peters was on leave. Therefore, we prepare an did final touch-ups for our presentation.

Thereafter, we proceeded to the clubhouse to discuss and rehearse. My presence wasnt significant, the whole time i was sitting there, blocking the way, not contributing much expet for some words, which werent that constructive even.

Time for our presentation was nearing and we walked back slowly to the business block. The legs were heavy, as if my leg was tied to some rock.

Finally, after some waiting in the editing suite, it was our group's turn.
Nity and Nina presented our proposal. The rest of us answered questions. My question was rather hard, i think. It was a thinking question, the thing was i could not get the gist of his question and misunderstood, answering totally out of the way. Haiz, i feel rather useless. Why cant i answer questions properly? Either i misunderstand the question or i cant put my thoughts into words, or i have no idea how to answer that question. Neither can i present as well as my classmates who really can present. What use have I? (I'm not wallowing in self-pity, but with hatred for myself. Gotta improve. Yes, i have to..but...how?)

Anyway, look things on the bright side. Be positive, even on a typhoon day. That's what they always say. Setbacks will appear often in our lives. It is inevitable, and these are the thiongs that make us grow up. So, the moral of the story is, try your best, dont cry over spilled milk, be positive, think on the bright side always, even if the road ahead seems too dim to walk ahead, and no matter what, never feel dejected. Yupz, i'm consoling myself. Geez...i think i'll go crazy one day and start talking to myself all the time. Geez.....

After all the thoughts, i went to Far East Plaza with Carine to look for some shoes, while waiting for Cher and Huimin. This is referred to as 'killing two birds with a stone'. I get to while my time away meaningfully, by shopping, yes!, and get what i want to buy. I've always seen this maryjanes by this shop called "Ba Pin"(direct translation: 8 items), that directly imitated the ones at Bata from Marie Claire. It was nice, and i needed a new pair of pumps. So there my $29.90 went...I was satisfied with the pumps, fitting and presentable. But i sort of did a minor change to it when i got home. I cut the strings off, cuz they were a bit too 'tightening', so 'tightening' that it hurts.

After meeting Cher at Far East and Carine left for home after getting her pair of shoes too, we went to meet Huimin at Somerset. We had dinner at the Glutton Square. We had hokkien mee, fried kway teow, and fried oyster with egg. the hokkien mee and fried kway teow were expensive and not particularly nice. The fried oyster with egg was nice, but i prefer it without the oyster...haha...Suddenly, a middle-aged man walked towards us and started talking.

"Eh, why are you here?" the man asked huimin.
"Come here to eat..you?" she replied and asked.
"Help my friend sell goreng pisang lor." he replied, pointing to the stall directly behind where we were sitting.
"Want some a not?" he asked.
"Eh, ok lo."
"How many you want?"
"3 enough, or how many you want to give me?"

Soon after, he came back with 3 goreng pisangs, all free. Hee...yummy...

Following up was to OG. I finally bought the Pocillini document bag. I couldnt find it at John Little in Jurong Point, that's why i was rather exhilarated when i found it there. And there flew my $26.90. Satisfied with y shopping..sort of...;)

Well, that's about it for today...

Til Then Folks...*yawns* Nitez...

Rainbows after the rain....

I was affected, very affected...

It was a casual remark, an all normal kind of remark which just slipped the mouth, but it didnt seem so to me. I dont mind a lot of things, i'm not really picky about food, drinks, things. Ok, mayb that's why i'm in this terrible state now.

The things i am truely tired of hearing all these years, is people either come around and pat my arm going,"Ching ah...aiyo...haehaehae..." Squeezing my arm as though i have no feelings, excuse me? There might be a thick layer of fats around my veins, but that doesnt mean my nerves are not sensitive. Do they actually think i feel good? That i like being the way i am now? That i'm not trying to loss any weight? Like my feelings doesnt matter? Like i dont have the right to be the way i am? Like all fat people like me are borned to be laughed at or condemned by others? No, definitely not. We have our human rights to. What right do toher skinny people have to condemn us? None! Being slim doesnt mean being great. So what if you've a great shape? Just more brainless creatures around. Satisfied? Shallow.

If any sober soul notices, the most friendly people one would approach when for example, lost their way and wana ask for directions, i would always be the target. This is all because of the perception of people thinking huge sized people are better mannered.

Most extra-sized people are introverts. You ask why? Think about it yourself. You'll know why. When an extra-sized me walks pass, would you take a second look and tell yourself not to be like that or laugh at the person. Come on, dont lie to yourself, you know how you feel. Seldom would people understand how we feel. Or do they even bother to think about how we feel. I seriously dont think so. Remember, humans are selfish. They do whatever they like. Others' feeling? "Not my business what?!" The society has caused this. No doubt.

I know, not all people are that skeptical, not all are that bad at judging people, not all are those empty vessles who judges solely by looks. I'm trying to deceive myself, yes, i am. Anyway, i am greatly comforted to know i have a bunch of true best friends who dont mind how i look in this size. I love you people, V3. And to those who dont mind too, big hugz to you. I've always thought only my friends who understand me to the dot are my best friends.

I hereby announce to the whole world that V3(comprising of ah ma, mum and sis)would be my bestest freinds all my life. You people are not allowed to walk out of my life, even if my soul has drifted away. Agree? Please sign contract:__Huimin__, __Cheryl__, __Ching__,__XueQing__. I officially announce contract is now legally binded with all terms and conditions communicated and agreed upon. ;) ChEeRs!!~

I really appreciate that my frens dont give me stupid senseless nicknames that indicate my size. I dont know about when i'm not around, i dont care, just as long these doesnt come to my ears. I believe true friends know what i want, and how i would feel on certain matters.

Frankness hides in my dictionary. It only comes out at appropriate times. I prefer to be deceived at times. I've friends who are always so frank, i cant be like that. It is certainly a no-no in my life. I cant bring myself to say the truth sometimes. I would only say the truth if a lie would hurt the person more, or the truth would only do good. Frankly, i tend to try not to think too much of the comments from utterly frank people. I know, some might mean no harm, but surely sentences could be structured in better ways,there are surely better alternatives to crafting what you're gonna say right? Won't the words go through your brains for the decision-making process where your brain decides whether these words are suitable to be published? Comments about imcompetency is alright, that i readily accept. If a better idea is presented, it is definitely the better choice. This i really dont mind. [Declaring that i'm not pointting fingers k..dun read too much into it..)

The world is already a reality. So why not escape from reality whenever possible? Ignorance is bliss, how true...

i've been telling people off for harping on how huge i am whenever there are family gatherings. Even my grandparents, whom i respect and love dearly. Even if the person is someone respectable, i would either stop the person, or simply walk away. When my dad's mum(grandmaother) keeps asking me to eat less of this and that every week, i got terribly sick of it. It is basic knowledge, any idiot knows that exercising more with a balanced diet would lose weight. I'm not retarded ok? I remember there was this evening, where we all sat down after the dinner, and as usual, my grandmother starts the topic.

The usual stuff-,"Ching, eat less, you know, exercise more, dont eat too much ah"(in Cantonese) Then she'll go on to compare this and that relatives of similair age as me. This time, instead of foolishly nodding my head when i'm actually not hearing, i pretended to not hear at all and dug my head into the book i brought along. I knew it was for my own good that she's saying this. But i can stand it no longer.

"Ching, Mama(grandma in cantonese) talking to you, dont be rude!"My dad said.

"Cant hear." was what i replied.

Thankfully, my aunt got my message intervened to stop my grandmother from continuing. I appreciate that, i loves my aunts too. Aunts who dont come around pinching me and asking me to lose weight. Aunts who accepted me as who i am as i grow up and give crucial advice only when they know i need them. Aunts who have seen me shed tears like a baby when my dad scolds me. Aunts whose cosmetics were meddled by me when i was a little kid attempting to get into the adult world.

I mind all these stuff...so please people, dont mention it in front of me. I dont care if anyone gossips behind me of my size, just dont, i repeat, never, let it get to my ears. I would rather be deceived. I know this is an undeniable truth that i am trapped in this flabby body. It's hard to fly away, but at least i'm trying. When i get tired of trying, i would give up and pamper myself, sometimes too much. That's when i need a helping hand, stop me from indulging in unhealthy stuff.

I'm not like complaining or whatever here. Not that i wana confront any issue, not that i wan anything to happen or whatever. It is just that there are a lot of norms in our society which are totally against voluptuous people. See, isnt 'voluptuous' a much better word than 'fat'?

Msg: This entry is subjected to be an read-only document. Read, and forget. It does not pin-point or point any fingers. Just saying what i wana say....;)

Til Then Folks....

New blog skin...haha....

I entered a new entry yesterday night, i saved the template but was too sleepy and didnt bother to wait for my blog to republish completely before closing the window. So here, i lost all my newest entries...

Suddenly felt like changing my blog skin...

So i did,and spend a little time.Dont worry, i'll still do my project stuff, even if i dont sleep.

Til Then Follks...

Saturday...

Our MMR group met at 8am yesterday! That's really early. I have not attempted to wake up at 630 for donkey years! The thing is i slept at 3:30 the previous night! However, i did not feel that sleepy, my mind could stillgenerate some thoughts. But I got a headache and felt really giddy. As i'm typing away..my head feels heavy and giddiness is sweeping over me.

When I reached Dover at 8:10, Winoa was standing there looking "sian",as usual, and we waited for Nina to come from Pasir Ris. We went for a seat at the Taxi stand and chatted a bit about being able to drive. I cant wait to drive!!! I want to drive, i hope to drive, i desperately want to drive!!! Ok... Nina reached pretty soon and Nity came shortly after. Together, we proceeded to the labs, hoping to find a lab opened for us to do our coding and entering of data. Unfortunately of the most unfortunate, all the labs were unavailable and the BizIT library was closed! The main library did not have SPSS, so we went to Winoa's house to do our coding and Spss. Jiayong was already on the bus to Dover when we told him to go to Winz's house. In the end he reached earlier than us. Luckily Win didnt delete her SPSS, or we'll all faint. We coded and arranged the surveys, and typed in our data. The process of typing in the data was long and boring. "B4, 4. B5, 0100010........" Could have easily fallen asleep. But we took turns, so it was still ok. When 2 are entering the data, the other 2 will be playing Scramble. Haha...I played scramble for the first time. I wasnt familiar with it cuz in the past i only played Upwords! Dont laugh! I left at around 2pm to meet HuiJuan.

We had wanted to go to KBox for the 2-6pm slot for their K Student pack, but found out that it wasnt available on weekends. The only pack available was $16++, which we didnt want to spend on, cuz the K Student plan was only $9++. So, we decided to just shop around Orchard, yes, again... I bought a black tote bag at MiniToons for only $6.90. It's a black shoulder bag wif some grey retro style circles onit. I still dont really know why i bought it. Think i just felt like buying something, or i'll feel so uneasy not buying anything when i'm shopping. Geez. The bag came in quite useful, i dumped my pink bag and file in immediately and used it ont he spot. It was really comfortable not having to hold the file anymore. Then we saw Irene Ang and a lady(who acted as Yoyo's wife in a sitcom previously airing on saturdays at 9pm). They looked as if they were shopping while filming and were totally at ease. Geez, i think that's how artistes are at ease with talking in front of a camera after some time. Been seeing quite a lot of people filming the past month. I like seeing celebrities, especially on the streets. Some celebrities look absolutely different on screen, some better, some worse. And some look as pretty or handsome on and off screen. There's no difference between a celebrity and a normal person. But there will be this certain different aura around them. The glamour..Haha...

Didnt buy much yesterday, and i realise there's a great advantage when i go shopping with Hj, that is i dont spend much money. She doesnt buy anything except food and drinks, which is probably the only category of things she's willing to spend on. She doent think the things i want to buy are nice, and she'll criticise the thing at no cost, or simply say it's not worth buying, so i'll end up not buying it.

Indeed, we had food at level 5 of Far East plaza, the same food stall where she had her fried rice and i had Fried Hokkien Prawn Noodles. Thereafter, we bought the Doughnuts at Taka basement. They are terrific! simple delicious. I only buy doughnuts from that stall, cause it's not like the normal doughnut. Friends whom i recommend to that stall always get addicted to their doughnuts. Yummy!~

Hmmmm...think that's about it...head spinning...

Til then...

What can I say?

My dad just scolded me. Haiz, hard day at work i guess. Think most of us here have experienced getting scolded even if you shut your mouth and quietly sit there. Parents no doubt have hard days at work. But what they dont know is the concern the children have for them too. It's a common thing that parents feel their children cannot be depended on and that they would place not much hopes on us. Like what my dad always says, he does not put too much hope in me in the future. He feels he would have to depend on himself.

It's really heart-wrenching to hear such things, especially from your beloved parents. They dont trust you, they dont think you're one whom they can depend on. It's really sad. As i type on, my tears start to well up in my eyes. I shall stop this topic here.

I think i'm a person who tends to cry very easily. I cry over little things, cry over small setback, cry over things which happened and that i initially never thought would happen in my life, cry at the mention of the death of my grandma's dog who grew up with me, cry the sight of stray dogs and cats wandering around and looking at me so endearingly, cry the sight of poor old people still selling tissues or collecting empty cans along the streets, cry over some scenes where people would never cry over, and cry when i get scolded by my dad.

I'm not always the smiling and happy-go-lucky me. I guess i tend to hide my feelings. Sometimes i feel like i'm facing the world with a mask. I wear different masks when i'm with different people. I wear different masks according to the people, surroundings and mood. I think i dont like the weaker side of me to be shown. Even when i cry or breakdown, i would close my room door and cry silently, careful not to let anyone hear me weep. My pillow which my grandma made for me and has been with me for 14 years has always been my only comfort item. Nowadays, the bear HuiMin gave me around 3 years ago as my birthday present has become the 2nd comfort item i have. When you feel there's no one else who knows you better, it warms your heart to see that your soft toys are always by your side.

My 14 year old pillow might be old and dirty, considered as "eeeee" by everyone, but it will always be my 'bestest bestest' friend all my life. All these might sound so childish, but it's true. Think back, your best friends or anyone close will bring you comfort, making you feel really better, you know they really do care about you, but nothing beats having a good cry, hugging your best soft toy or maybe pet dog or cat. After a good cry, you fall alseep and have a good rest. When you wake up the next day, all the sadness has faded away, you'll feel refreshed, as though nothing happened. Or, you might feel refreshed and brave, to face all the problems.

Haiz, i said i wanted to get to the next topic, but here i am, still stuck here.

Moving on, today was actually a rather good day. I shopped like nobody's business and enjoyed myself. I did not really spend like over hundreds or so, but my wallet certainly appeared a lot of times today.

Firstly, Yutang, Lipeng and I went to HuiJuan's school at NYP, to help her accumulate points by buying things and crediting the points for every item to her points system. I bought a Shiseido shampoo, a long-lost pen i couldnt find anywhere else, an Ezlink cover, a nail buffer-cum-pen and etc... Lipeng bought a cute-looking blusher, and Yutang bought a nice purple nail polish. All these cosmetic stuff were bought at Sasa at MYP. Great huh? But Sasa's stuff are not cheaper than outside, just that if you have friends who are on internship in school now, you can credit points to them. Saw huijuan's L***e at one of the shops, i think he looks better with his hair longer. Now his hairstyle looks as though he's some army guy. Gee..

Saw the "School belle and Beau" thingy filming at NYP. The school belle wasnt really pretty, the guy was ok, but could be better. Geez....what can i say? Anyway, remember to vote for huimin..haha...

Having beared with our hunger til nearly 2pm, we rushed to their food junction and ordered the Jap food huijuan recommended. It was rather worth it, considering it's at $3.50 for a set. Then we met Jolyn there. She walked past us without noticing. We called out to her when we finally put down our food and she came over and sat with us for a chit-chat. We chat about the YCSS people mostly, updating info.

When Jolyn left to go back to her friends, we started talking about some of the YCSS people who have changed. Haiz, some changed for the better, some for the worst. Why should she be controlled? Is being controlled that good? Does she think her friend really is good by controlling her? Doesnt she have a mind of her own? Why must she listen to that friend? As the observing party, i conclude on my part that her friend isnt good. Well, that's what i think. But if she thinks that it's perfectly alright and that she doesn't mind, so be it. Everyone has the freedom of choice. I have no right to interfere or what-so-ever. Please dont ask me who i'm refering to, if you understand, good, if you dont, it's most probably not refering to you. Haiz, why am i saying it here? I dont know, sometimes i'm confused at how i behave myself. Ridiculous me.

Well, went to watch Garfield at Causeway point after leaving NYP after our lunch. It had, like "13 going on 30", a simple story plot. The events are expected. Audiences already know what's gonna happen next, but what's good about the show is that it is rather funny. Loosen up and you'll find the jokes funny.

Forget about yourself being a DMC student, forget all your critisisms, forget how it can be better, forget about the bad ratings reviews gave(it's just 'crtical' comments from a few reporters from their professional point of view), just sit back and relax and watch the movie with no chains attached. This is defintely better than bombarding yourslef with thoughts like," this part of the editing is no good", "this story plot is so simple", " this movie isnt worth watching". Some of these kind of thoughts came to my mind initially, but if they were going to haunt me for the entire movie, i wouldnt be enjoying it. So, i threw away all these thoughts and watched the movie like a kid. This way, i enjoyed the movie much more, much much better. Highly recommended- not for all movies though, some movies really arent worth watching at all.

After the show, i brought home the Garfield bucket and tumbler like some average auntie would do. Who cares now? I like the bucket and tumbler and i'm just gonna bring them back. Oh no....i see the potential auntie in me 30 years down the road..geez.....

Anyway, til then......

Today......

Yesterday went to the "School Belle and The Beau" contest website organised by Mediacorp channel 8. Then saw Jolyn nominated too. It striked me that i should add Huimin too.

Her entry finally appeared today, and i casted my first vote. Hee... Here's the link: [ http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/belle-beau/female.php?uid=1475 ] Vote for her...hee...

I feel that a lot of "cannot make it(s)" are normally those getting the highest votes, while the deserving ones dont get their votes. Geez, what is this? Of course, there are also some "can make it(s)", but they are so rare. It also difficult to find guys who "can make it" in the contest. What can i say?Just hope huimin can get the deserving votes.

I remember in the past, when we went to the salons or some places, an auntie even said she looked like Gigi Leong, even a friend said she looks like Stephanie Sun..geez..

Anyway, i spend my day today packing my files, surfing the net and watching tv. So no life...

Gonna go Huijuan's sch at NYP tomorrow, to help her buy some things so that she'll have some points. Then, maybe yutang and I will go somewhere walk walk? Geez...

Lipeng came my house just a while ago to give me the money for "Love Contract" cd-roms and passed me some things.

Well, boring day...

Watched the usual 8pm "The Young and Daring". Laughed a lot as usual, cuz they were really funny. Haha.. Renfu's group lost to Xiezhi's group today, cause his team members were not really good at the games. Then came along "Showbiz". At 1140pm, i watched the hongkong serial, Aqua Heroes. Hey, HongKong serials aren't just meant for aunties and grannys k. They are really nice, though not all storylines are good, they actors and actresses can really act. Audiences' emotions would sway with them naturally. Now I'm waiting for "The Weaver and the Cowherd" to start at 1:20am.

Til Then....

Shop till i dropped....broke.

I skipped LSC and MMR lecture yesterday and met up with cheryl and huimin instead. Since huimin would only be off at 4pm, cheryl and i waited at the cafe in SP and had some food and drinks. I ordered the Chicken shreds and potato sandwich set, which comes with a lemon tea. The sandwich was not bad, it's serving is really huge and i felt bloated after i finished the sandwich. Again, another couple acted intimately in front of us in the cafe. Fortunately they were just hugging around and didn't make any smooching noises or actions or i would go crazy, so it was still acceptable.

Cheryl and I talked about the couple, as we walked out of the cafe when huimin finally reached Dover. The girl was from Catholic JC i think. We were saying they were acting so "Mashimaro"- a term by V4 meaning "mushy". Haha...

As usual, we went to Orchard for our shopping.

First stop, Far East Plaza(door closing..toot..toot..toot..tsk...)
The "He & She" accessories shop was the first stop i started buying things. This shop sells most of their things at 3 for $10, and most of their things are pretty nice. Each of us bought 2 items which were part of the 3 for $10 stuff. I bought this heart-shaped bracelet which resembles some Tiffany & Co ten-rows chained heart bracelet.

*Heart-shaped bracelet..*

Then i saw this rather nice pendant, and since my previous pendant had it's diamonds all dropping off, i decided to get it.

*The $3.50 necklace...*

Also got this City Girl nail polish remover at $1.50 from the same shop. It's recommended as it doesn't have the pungent smell most normal removers have and it cleans off the polish rather fast.

*CityGirl Nail Polish Remover..recommended...*

After some shopping here and there at Far East Plaza, our stomachs started growling. Thus, we had our dinner at level 5. We decided on this chinese fare stall somewhere near the lift. There's this friendly uncle who would sit down on the next table and take your orders. Geez...I had Yang Chou Fried Rice, Cher had Fish soup beehoon and Min had her claypot rice which i think she's still craving for..haha..

After walking around almost the whole of Far East Plaza and everyone having bought something, we went on to Wisma Atria and Takashimaya.

On the way, The Body Shop at Scotts was packed with people, so we went in to check for any thing we wanted that was on offer being typical Singaporean... This lip-gloss was only at $5.97 when it's original price was at $19.90, but i didnt buy as i still had some lip-gloss at home. Then, Huimin came along with her strawberry lip balm, it smells so fruity you just feel like eatting it up. We walked out of the shop, but still looking at the things in the shop, rather unconvinced there was nothing for us to buy from such an offer. Suddenly, I spotted the Strawberry lip balm Min had showed us just a moment ago at the discount corner. We went in again and foudn that it was a "buy one get one free" offer for it. Since one was $8.90, 2 meant $4.45, so she happily bought her Strawberry flavoured one and I bought a Mandarin Orange smelling glittery lip balm. It smells heavenly, whenever i put it on, I feel like eating the balm up cuz it smells so sweet. By the way, i tried some and it was a little sweet...my god..hope i wont eat it up..haha..

*The Body Shop lip balm...*

It then came to my mind that i still had Winz's Perlini discount coupon with me, so i decided to check out Perlini's at Taka. Once i reached the shop, the scene sort of made me go "Woah!". It was really crowded, people were crammed all over the tiny shop. The shop assistants were busily running here and there taking care of this and that customer.
This heart-shaped ring caught my attention and i asked for some help after some struggling. Sadly, the ring only had size 10 which was way too small for me.
So, i looked around the shop again, and i saw this pendant which i had always liked. The original price was $38, and with Winz's 40% off, it would only be $22.80! That's quite a lot. After some struggling, Cher showed her motherly instincts and managed to get the salesperson to get a new piece for me. Unfortunately or fortunately, it was the last piece. Unfortunately means I would have to take this necklace which many others have previously tried on.Fortunately because at least i managed to 'snatch' the last piece. I took it anyway. Thankz mum n ah ma for your efforts. And Thankz Winz for your coupon!!!;)

*My precious bear with perlini necklace..*

In the end, I became broke after a whole day(and night) of shopping. But, shopping with purchases simply feels great, especially when you lay everything out when you get home. My mother was grumbling that i bought so many things, but i continued showing her what i bought anyway. Geez...I shall try to earn some money.

Til Then....

I spilled my curry all over the chair at FC 6 during FW break when i shifted my roti prata and the curry over to the next table. I couldnt be clumsier. Spilled all over the chair and some on nity's pants(Sorry nity..hope you washed off all of the curry and not have nay stain.)

Then came the worst part of the day. I was "luckily" picked by HKL to read out the most boring article i ever wrote- Microwaving hearts for Heart Rhythm Disoder. Whenever i am totally prepared and confident of my article, she doesnt call me. Instead, she calls me to present my article when I dont put in much effort to write. How "great"...

After our lunch, we went to the librart and looked for some books. All of a sudden, i felt i needed to read some books to polish my articles. My articles are getting from bad to worse nowadays. Picked up this book called "Elegance" by Kathleen Tessaro, by chance. Hopefully it would be a good book since it claims to be "The Sunday Times Bestseller", though i know these taglines cant be trusted after learning pretty much about advertising and taglines.

A book i borrowed from BizIT library..

After school, Carine, Nina, and I went to IMM for some minor shopping. We chose IMM because (er...carine please dont kill me...)..because Carine wanted to check out the place, having not gone there since she was from the other part of Singapore. Gee...

First stop, Daiso.(Door closing..toot....toot...toot...) Okay, we went there by bus. I bought this set of nail polish for just $2. $2 for 2 bottles of nail polish is definitely cheap. Most importantly, the colours are nice, so it's really worth it.

A set of nail polish for just $2 from Daiso!

Second stop, MacDonalds. We wanted to have Nasi Pattaya and satay but it wouldnt be available til 5:30pm, so Mac became our alternative since Carine had the coupons. We had the 3 sets meal, at $15.90 for the whole thing. The nuggets were not as tasty as before, fries were alright. Oooh, and i bought this Sonic Basketball game at $2.50 with purchase of any Extra Value Meal for my brother. Geez...

The SEGA Sonic game from MacDonald's..

At Mac, we almost laughed our hearts out. Nina told all the funny stories and things she did previously. They were darn funny. Laughing is a fun and enjoyable way of toning your tummy. You enjoy yourself and exercise your tummy muscles at the same time. Hee...

Thereafter, Nina and I went to Jurong Point for a little while. I tried on a pair MaryJanes but unfortunately they didnt fit. It's very difficult for me to find a nice shoe which suits me and is comfortable. The size issue is already a headache. The design and comfort level of the shoe is extremely important too. Imagine yourself dragging your feet across the lecture hall with those $2 slippers sold at traditional provision shops. People will just laugh their heads or whole body off. I cant stand myself when I dont wear the right shoes out of home. I would keep feeling funny. Geez..

I realised i won another auction from yahoo. It's a diamond-like bracelet. Got it at $6...with free postage..geez..

Diamond bracelet i just won from Yahoo Auctions...

til then.....

Fuming mad...

Just saw 3 bloody-trying-to-grow-up-idiots bullying 4 innocent kids. I really wanted to do something to save the kids, but what could i do? Ok, i'm a coward, being a noral selfish human being, what i could do was only to walk slower and turned back each second to make sure the kids are alright. I hate myself for that. It seems the 3 bastards snatched the kids' football. All the 4 poor kids could do was to sit at the side and watch the 3 bastards play with their soccer ball. Bastards, totally idiots, bullys are such ass, blockhead, boob, booby, cretin, dimwit, donkey, dork, dumb ox, dumbbell, dunce, dunderhead, fool, halfwit, ignoramus, imbecile, jackass, jerk, kook, meathead, mental defective, moron, nincompoop, ninny, nitwit, pinhead, pointy head, simpleton, stupid, tomfool, twit, yo-yo(courtesy of Dictionary.com). What goes on in these people's minds? I don't think i wish to know how they think, their thoughts dirty my mind.

Didn't their parents teach them. Hell, these people have no heart, they're heartless creatures! Even using "creatures" to describe them is insulting the word.They are mere extremely cowardy people who try so hard to prove to themselves that they are so great. Rubbish, at least rubbish can be recycled, they can't. Why? Because they're useless! They only bring harm to the society. They're causing only pollution. They are wastrels, wasting the Earth's resources, causing harm to the environment.

As defined by Dictionary.com , they're stupid, brainless, dazed, deficient, dense, dim, dodo, doltish, dopy, dotterel, dull, dumb, dummy, foolish, futile, gullible, half-baked, half-witted, idiotic, ill-advised, imbecilic, inane, indiscreet, insensate, irrelevant, irresponsible, laughable, loser, ludicrous, meaningless, mindless, moronic, naive, nonsensical, obtuse, pointless, puerile, rash, senseless, short-sighted, simple, simple-minded, slow, sluggish, stolid, stupefied, thick, thickheaded, trivial, unintelligent, unthinking, witless.I'm not any great person or noble person who doesn't do bad things, at least i do not harm people who do not deserve to be harmed.

The law is able to control them, because they threaten the society! Yes! They do. Under civil law, a person can be charged if his act threatens the society. The law can deal with them easily, because these imbecile people are idiots who are ignorant! They better not harm the kids or i'll be the first to volunteer to be the witness. Since there are so many people at the playground, with many adults around, i guess they would not dare to harm them, because they're definitely cowardy. Separate them and they'll be useless bums. These people will get their retributions.

May they be knocked down by lorries, fall onto the MRT track just when a train comes by(why don't baddies just die?), get struck by lightning, get robbed of entire valuable stuff, get murdered, get terminal diseases like terminal cancer and die immediately, fall into a pool of shit, bleed to death, crushed by a rock and die on the spot, fail all exams and tests(that's too light a punish), slashed their wrists without being saved, get a serious electric shock and get burnt totally, or fall from 100 storeys. I wish, i wish... They don't deserve any symphathy, because they asked for it, this is exactly what they deserve. I know I'm being rather extreme here, but who cares?

Enough of these rubbish people, or should i say wastrels. Back to my busy but meaningful life.

LSC tutorial was fruitful as usual. Everytime i come out of LSC tutorial, i would feel enlightened. Law is definitely what i'm interested in. Even grew up wishing to be a lawyer, but guess i'm not cut out to be a lawyer, so here i am in DMC. Geez...

DMA project groups are final, the guys are grouped together, and the gals are separated into 2 groups. ;)

Finally got our SB yearbooks, after a long-awaited one year, alright, almost one year.

When we were 1B05...Winoa, Jiayong, Gavin, Ivan missing!


Met up with lipeng to get my my surveys because i left them with her yesterday. Met Cheryl on the train coincidentally. The 3 of us went for some drinks and cakes at Coffee Bean. Indulgence is simply great. Cherly and I chat about the chalets or gatherings that we wished and would organise. Hope our annual gathering would be a successful one, since the JC pple are having their "A"s soon...All the best people! All the best sis! Mum, ah ma, and sis will support you!;)

I bought the M1 notebook which had 5566 as their cover at $3. Okay, i know some are going,"waste money!". But hey, that's part of my interest. Thereafter, we went to Popular and i got the campbell 3-packed instant soup. Funny huh? Buying soup at a bookstore. Bookstores aren't just selling books nowadays, they even sell shower gel and food. Geez, what can i say?

my victories today..haha..

Anyway, the world will be a better one without heartless, crazy, extreme people(terrorists), and many undesirable characters. Maybe living in wonderland isn't a bad idea afterall. Oh my god, what did i just say? Ok, i shall just continue to stay in reality. Geez...

Til Then......