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A joke turned bad

It was totally uncalled for, a joke turned bad - miscommunication that brought about misunderstanding, and an extra buzzing bee thrown in to fan the flames.



It's stressful to organise any events, because you're held responsible for everything. When things go well, people don't thank you for that because assuming that things would go as planned is a thinking of the norm. Besides, that's what everyone hopes for, isn't it? But when one thing proceeds any other way but the way you planned, the whole train collapses as well. Anyone thinks we cannot understand this? Buzz off if you're ignorant, we don't need your guidance, no thanks.

Miscommunication = Misunderstanding = Irrational Emotions = Irrational Behavior = Dire Consquences

Then this song came to our minds:
"無心傷害, 你應該明白...
I never meant, I never meant to hurt you..."
(verses from Alex To's song)

So our friendship for more than a decade is that fragile? That I didn't know. I probably don't wish to know. It's upsetting enough. If there're enough reasons to remain angry even after our apologies, actions taken, remorse, and time having passed, then I believe we have sufficient reasons to be upset about the whole incident too. Please also remember to put our feelings at that point of time and all throughout the night into consideration. It certainly did not go anywhere near good.

Urgh...this is all so pointless, just so pointless. The whole incident is simply meaningless, I don't wish to say anymore, since the one who should be listening won't listen now.

We're officially forsaken for now. Our sincerity? Forgotten. Period.

Off I am to Dreamland in hope of peace and solace. -End of story-

"Three in the black"

The result for the previous module, Behavioural Science (Psychology), that I'd taken last month was just released last weekend. And I had to be informed by my classmate where and how to get my results from the OCU website. *phew

My class with our professor for Psychology

Photo Credits: Stephanie and James

The night before the paper, I'd attended Re-connect, a SP DMC graduates' gathering, thinking I had sufficient time for a final revision when I got back from the event since I'd started my revision pretty early due to the strong interest in it. But I left later than planned and the cabs refused to come, De'lites and I spent about 30 freaking minutes before we finally managed to grab a cab. Then time slipped by and the sun rose quickly, every car that roared by the road below meant the time for the morning paper was closing in, and I haven't caught even a wink. Coffee only makes you wide-awake physically; the neural messages don't fire as often so your thought processes slow down, heartbeat quickens from overworking throughout the night, and more adrenalin is produced - bringing about a fake 'high' - but I drank it anyway. Being wide-awake with a slow-processing brain is better than dozing off on the paper - I'll beat myself up real bad if I can't score for a subject I like that much, studied that passionately, and spent so much time reading up on. What's more, I had to pack my bag for HuiMin's birthday party chalet right after the paper. I thought I could faint once we assembled at HuiMin's house, but the coffee kept me in a zombie-like state. Eventually, I only zonked out at about 2am some time after the party had ended; it was the earliest I'd gone to sleep at a chalet. Hahahaha...

By far, I've gotten the results for the three modules that I've taken over the months, and they have been very satisfactory. The most recent module - Politics, Economics, America and the Future - did not excite me too much, though thank goodness we got a professor who explained the history of America to us in a very easily-understandable manner. I'd heard from a schoolmate who is in the same course but a few terms ahead of me, that she'd gotten a professor previously who expected them to get a full understanding of American history themselves. *phew* Finding an article on American issues then proceed to work on an assignment about it isn't something someone like me would put as number one on my list. I don't even keep track of local politics, how much can America's interest me? The competitive side of me wants to continue being satisfied, but procrastination tugs my legs. I hope the former wins the battle, I really do.

Well, life's been pretty good. How bad can life be when you're on a study break, even when you've got a paper to study hard for and assignments to complete? I've granted myself a week's break from studies after the lectures and tutorials ended about last week. As much as I want to indulge in the world of videos from tudou.com (a Chinese equivalent of Youtube which provides video clips with better resolution and audio quality) for the whole break, the consequences will be too much to bear if I do just that. Oh well... I'm not complaining, really.

Til then, folks!

Cheers to a new month! Happy April Fool! ;D