Passing thoughts

Last night, after I wrote my entry, I stared at my blog skin and the effort I put in creating a shoutbox, jukebox, photos and et cetera. I'd put so much effort into maintaining the blog and picked up HTML on the way. I wouldn't say I mastered it as my skills are mediocre and is only good enough for amateur work. I'm still glad I made good use of what I picked up in school.

My friend commented that I usually blog only when I'm in a negative mood, angry or sad. It's true. Somehow, I only feel like writing only in those emotions. Writing it down enables me to release those negative notion and move on. It helps.
When I'm happy, I'm just happy and feeling the moment. There's no strong desire to pen my positive feelings. I think I should start. I should start counting my blessings and think of how to make things happen for me, instead of lamenting on just how difficult or harsh life has been to me. Or which interesting character ruined my plans or life. I should keep a record of my happy plans too.

To get more positive energy flowing in me, I listened to a recommendation from the idol and bought The Secret, a book with ways of how to live life positively and to fight for what you want in your life. I'm an impatient person so if the book keeps saying the same things, I'll get bored quickly. So I'm only halfway into the book since two years or more ago and never made progress. Something is keeping me from reading again, my iPhone.

Okay, I lost my train of thoughts. I shall end here for now. Ciao!

Till I spread my wings and fly again,
Ching :)